I am attempting to attend to my Moura devotions and manage my well being at the same time. The efforts to manage my illnesses are winning out over much of the devotional activity I had planned to do and getting posting done. I struggle with posting because depression tells me that it is a futile effort and that my work is useless in the grand scheme of things. I also struggle because the mental focus to do so has been difficult to attain.
My medications have been adjusted and I honestly don't know how this is going to effect the situation. It is my hope that it improves things. My home is not as clean as I wanted it to be. My life is something of a disorganized mess right now. On the whole, I really am not doing very well at all. Still, I am not going to give over to despair.
Thank you all for being so patient with me. I sincerely hope that we are reaching a turning point in this mess with depression and rampant anxiety. Thank you again.