Femme!Loki scares me in the same way that Freyja does. Waay too pretty. Waay too intimidating. Clearly out of my league. Femme!Loki has all the qualities that I find attractive in women. That makes me instantaneously terrified and bumbling/stupid at the thought of talking to Loki (or Freyja). I worry I'm going to say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing, or be the wrong person somehow and everything goes very bad. I worry that I'll accidentally offend when I attempt to give a compliment. I worry that I'll look stupid when I don't necessarily get the joke or follow what Loki's saying.
It's a small mercy that Loki presents as Masc!Loki most of the time because I don't get hit with that level of anxiety very often around him. Loki, however, has a wicked sense of humor and will switch from Masc!Loki to Femme!Loki just to watch me start blushing and stammering over my cup of coffee. Loki is of the mind that I need to work through my anxiety and such when it comes to interacting with other women. I suspect this means more conversations with Femme!Loki.
Did I mention that Femme!Loki strikes me as way out of my league? Loki finds this amusing.
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